uhh hmm i had some fun last night at stazs house and in her bed ....mmm lol jk i was downstairs and she was upstairs......uhh im beganing to hate xanga i only come on here 2 check out my comments and check what other ppl post

well i guess hearts <3

ok i havent found really anything to write about so i havent wrote anything but thanks to emily i now found something to write about

I seriosly miss sheehan like there isnt a day that goes by that i dont think about him i visualize him in places that i would usually see him but he doesnt have a face and it scares me because he has def been one of the most important ppl in my life.

ppl u say u loved him but i feel i truly loved him i loved the way he walked while holding the sleves of his sweter/shirt i loved the way he talked and his smile i loved how he thought the conversatinons we had were so amazing so deep but yet so light. i miss hearing his voice on the phone and just smiling just cuz he wanted to talk to me

even tho after what happended we kinda stopped talking cuz we are both kinda shy... hell i remember the first time he walked by with out a 2nd glance i bawled my fucking eyes out i already lost him once and this thing has taken him away again alothogh i no he needs this im scared of the "finished product" i worried that they will change him  and he wont want anything 2 do with his past and im scared i will be a part of that past

most of all i just miss he wonderful person that i met in augest of last year the person who has put my life on track

and i dedicate my video on the top of my xanga to him

well on monday sam moved to seattle and its a shame cuz i love that chick

heres my last pic of her until i visit

and i love this pic and she called me from seattle shes doin alright but shes bored as fuck

derrik and chin listening to bright eyes... of course lol

josh looking a bit stoned and julia as cool as ever

cori kickin ass in ddr ..... if u can kick ass in ddr...???

zack distracted by somethin in his hand

cori got ahold of the camera....

the new kid bill also got ahold of the camera

OMG a butt well actually its bills arm but u can think whatever u want

nat looks amazing doesnt she? lol

i think james got the camera either that or jon..... GOD my camera IS A WHORE

DAMNIT told u the Brick is a Fucking WHORE

Ben doin work work ben work..... oh god we need subtitles

tina's angry cuz her cooch smells like tuna ^^^ hell even sharima thinks its bad

aww sweet debbie deb-a-deb-a-deb-a-deb-a-deb

kelly asked this pic so HERE U GO KELLY!

ok im sick as fuck i havent been inschool since tues and im so bored i HATE staying home espesially when i think ill feel better the next day and make plans

FUCK THE COMMON COLD!

EDIT:

i def hadf the police at my house earlier ....basturds